Seeking
Original post to
Darkwind’s Garou Board
as "Wolf Tales (14)" on Friday, 05 December 2004
19:20
Revised
11.10.2021
The Wolf pauses for a moment to sniff the
pre-dawn air. He's been sprinting from one location to the other for most of
the last five hours and he needs a break as much as he needs to get his
bearings. His pack mates are spread out in all directions from him; the
closest (Shamaness), is just over the rise of that meadow; the farthest (his
older sister), is some two kilometers distant.
"Seek," Leader said by way
of "briefing" before this Pack Hunt started -- no more than that. In any
other organization, his obvious question would be "What are we
seeking?" but in this Garou Pack, "seek" is quite enough. If there were any
details about the "what?", then Leader would share them, using the Pack's
telepathy during the hunt.
But he provided nothing.
That means that either he doesn't know what they're seeking or he wants the
Pack Members to seek without the bias of fore-knowledge.
However, one thing is
clear -- this is no "fun outing" -- it's something serious. All of them feel
it.
Leader gave Shamaness the "guide" position for
this hunt. She's the natural choice when so little is known or revealed
about the hunt's purpose, for she is the most intuitive member of the pack.
And so she determines the direction and speed of the Hunt,running on
intuition alone. She changes directions often. Her speed is inferior to the
Wolf's because she's in homid form. Her Garou nature still allows her to
move faster than a normal human, but only "slowly" relative to the Pack. But
homid is necessary if she is to use the full range of her spiritual powers,
particularly the Vision.
Spread out all around her
are the others ... our Wolf -- in full lupus form, only 100 meters away at
this point. Younger Sister -- also lupus -- about 500 meters west. Older
Sister -- in crinos, the half-lupus and half-homid form, similar to the
popular "werewolf" -- some two kilometers east. Keeper (lupus) to the rear
some 300 meters. And finally Leader -- crinos -- about a kilometer ahead.
But these distances and
locations are unimportant, for they shift constantly as the hours of the
Hunt move along, each member driven by whatever sights, sounds or feelings
they experience at any given moment. But always they remain in contact with
each other, sharing any relevant bits of information via Pack Talk.
Such "bits of information"
have, however, been few and far between. Leader called the Hunt just before
midnight and it's now five hours later with nothing to show for it. In
another hour or so, dawn comes. That doesn't matter, of course -- the Pack
is quite capable of hunting any time, day or night, light or dark and in all
weather conditions. Well, rain makes it difficult, of course, what with lost
scents. But the night is dry, a bit cool perhaps for the time of year, but
otherwise quite fine for a Hunt.
And so our Wolf stands in
the pre-dawn darkness, paws in the dewy grass, breath misting as he pants,
sniffing the air and taking a short break. He glances up to check the moons.
He doesn't need to use his eyes for this -- he's perfectly capable of
sensing the moons at any time, no matter if the sky is clear or cloudy, even
by brightest sunlit day. But he likes to see them. And he can, for
the night is only partly cloudy.
Dailos -- the magenta moon
of chaos -- is half-full, which is not far off the Wolf's own auspice.
Markas -- the red moon of balance -- is waxing. And Tekal -- green and wise
-- is full. Their combined light sparkles on the moist grass, and the Wolf
takes joy at the sight of it.
Oops. Enough of this
Pleasant Interlude -- time to get moving! This is a Hunt and I cannot remain
in one place for long. Where now? His head turns automatically to a spot
some 300 meters half-right from his present location. There. His leg muscles
tense for the run -- but then freeze.
The Wolf puzzles. What..?
I'm certain I can move now if I try again, but why did my legs
betray me just a moment ago? he thinks. Why am I not arriving at that next
spot, 300 meters from where I now stand? High time, there, Pup! Reason tells
him. Could we get a move on, please? Before Leader or one of the others
notices that we are not moving? Not slacking tonight, are
we?
But still the Wolf makes no move -- a
conscious decision this time, not the intuitive one from a moment ago
that froze his leg muscles for no apparent reason.
Because he must understand
why he didn't move, even if it means standing there all night.
Because the Pack is seeking tonight. He recalls his lessons...
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"It's like this, Pup,"
explains Shamaness, smiling gently as she always does when she gives
instruction. "When the Pack seeks something, we sometimes don't
know what it is that we seek. Sister Luna simply tells us that
there is something we must find."
The Elf frowns. "Why
doesn't Luna just be clear about it, Shamaness?" the perhaps
overly-inquisitive Pup responds.
She smiles patiently.
"With some things, knowing the End affects your actions to attain
it, and the End you arrive at is the End that you merely imagine --
but not the true End."
The Elf nods, keeping his
eyes fixed on her. Sometimes, he has to admit, he doesn't know what the hell
she's talking about. But he nods anyway.
Shamaness senses his
confusion and chuckles. (She always knows!). "Often, Pup," she
continues, "We just need to have a clear head. Sounds easy, but it's one of
the hardest lessons to learn. Because when a question confronts us, we break
our heads thinking, trying to reason it out. And sometimes, we actually get
the solution that way. But most times, all we really need to do is just calm
down, stop thinking, and get out of the way -- and then, Pup, the solution
will find us."
Pup nods again, but his
eyes are still blank.
She sighs and smiles. "For example, let's say we
have a Pack Hunt."
The Pup's eyes light up. He loves the Hunts!
Shamaness notices (of
course) amd grins before she continues. "Suppose Leader calls a Hunt, but he
doesn't really know what we're hunting."
Pup frowns. "Leader
wouldn't know?!"
Shamaness smiles gently. "Yes, it is possible.
Sometimes the End is hidden, as I told you. Now listen without interrupting
for a while! We call that a 'seek' -- we're looking for something. We know
it's out there -- but we don't know what it is. It doesn't matter how
Leader -- or any of us, even you, Pup! -- knows it. We just know
it and that's all that matters. So we must 'seek' it."
"Now on this kind of Hunt,
one of us is hopefully better attuned to the purpose than the others, and
this one is the 'guide'. The rest of us move in all directions at different
speeds -- but the Guide determines the general direction and speed of the
Pack as a whole. So far, so good?"
The Elf nods. She goes on.
"Now, at some point during a Seek Hunt, one of us -- maybe the Guide, but
could be any of us -- discovers something ... important. It could
be something big and obvious, like the remains of a battlefield where the
corpses are still fresh. Or it could be something seemingly trivial, like a
strange scent on the wind."
Shamaness shrugs. "Or we
may be out all day or all night and find nothing. It can happen. In
which case the Seek Hunt is still important -- to show us that we must
better attune ourselves to the Earth Mother, so that next time we do not
miss what we should find."
Shamaness pauses to see if
it's sinking in. She nods and concludes, "So when the Pack is seeking,
Pup and you come across some thing or some event or anything at all that is
out-of-the-ordinary, no matter how trivial it seems -- it could very well be
the 'sign' that leads us to understand the purpose of the Hunt. Don't just
brush it off and continue! That's a mistake that even we older wolves make
if we're not careful. Stop what you are doing. Clear your head. And let the
reason find you!"
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And so the Wolf stands in
the grass, relaxes his thoughts and stretches out with his feelings.
And then he hears it --
barely within the audio range of even his super-sensitive lupus ears.
Perhaps carried on the breeze just before a shift in wind direction would
cause him to miss it completely, lupus-ears notwithstanding.
And he realizes that this
is the second time he's heard it! The first time was just
a minute ago, when his legs refused to move. It was so low and subtle that
it registered only in his subconscious mind, which then froze the muscles in
his legs. And now he's heard it twice, this time on a conscious
level. The answer had found him.
Here!
The Wolf's
single-word thought races over the Pack's telepathy and instantly reaches
the other five, who immediately drop what they are doing and hurry to his
location. Shamaness is closest, so she arrives first, despite her homid form
and lays a reassuring hand on Wolf's head. She notices that he's trembling
-- a reaction of fear ... and something else. Loathing. But she doesn't
bother him about it -- all will be clear when he's ready to share.
It takes another full
minute for all six of them to join up at the Wolf's location. After the last
one (Older Sister) arrives, the Wolf gives them another word:
Hark!
And with that, they
all become still as stone, withdraw all energy from their other senses and
concentrate only on hearing. For five long minutes there is nothing.
And then that barely
audible sound again, just within the range of lupus ears. And this time,
Keeper and Younger Sister -- the other two in lupus -- hear it as well. They
stiffen. Shamaness feels the Wolf tremble again.
It's the call of a bird.
But no bird makes that
sound -- rather, some other creature is calling like it.
It sounds again and Keeper
growls softly.
It's the call of the Whippoorwill.
Leader, Shamaness, and
Older Sister receive the information via telepathy.
Shamaness exhales softly,
and a single word falls from her lips...
"Dancers."